Living on the Spectrum
My mind is constantly whirring
with thoughts, worries and concerns.
The time spent with my obsessions
is the only time my mind is clear
Every time I am touched it hurts. it feels like fire running through me
I quickly become overwhelmed.
I feel like blocking the world out.
Try putting my thoughts back in order.
rocking to assess which feelings are mine
Every time I am touched it hurts. it feels like fire running through me
Reality is confusing, a mass of events,
people, places, sounds and sights
routines, routes, times and rituals
help to keep order in a constant chaos
Trying to keep everything the same reduces some of the terrible fear
speaking to myself to block out other sounds.
Then I know which thoughts are mine.
Every time I am touched it hurts feels like fire running through me
Every time I am touched it hurts feels like fire running through me
Refugee
It is time to leave can't take it no more
My house has been strafed bomb's torn off the door
I'm leaving now there's no turning back
With the cash in my pants the clothes on my back
The boat sank in Greece where I wanted to flee
Life vests and bodies is all I see
I couldn't prove I was a refugee
So I was returned to Turkey for a small fee
Don't wanna be a refugee
cos i would not fight they'd have killed me
Don't want to be a refugee
A beggar in a country that don't want me
Razor fences no way to Hungary
Detention centres in Germany
Out of sight and out of mind
Yesterday's news the media are blind
Tens of thousands, maybe more , L
Looking for some peace from civil war
Europe sees us as human trash
But here we are no turning back
All songs by Rock n Roll Suicidez, Published by Tunecore